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Sunday, April 18, 2010

That thing called DREAM

It was blurred.. Lot of people, music, flowers, decorations, lights, sounds, kids running around, stage....YES...the decorated stage..a guy and a girl..their parents standing behind them..everybody was smiling. Looked like a wedding. Yes it WAS a wedding.

Hey wait!! Thats me sitting on the decorated stage. Woah! And hey, thats HER!!!! Red kancheevaram saree. Lot of love.

We were smiling at each other. That knowing smile. The smile of content and happiness.

Everything dissolves...

Yes that was a dream. But why now? Everything was over long back. Why or how did I see such a dream now? I don't know. It was a dream we had weaved together over countless nights on the phone. It was a dream that we had gotten together for. Silly as it may sound now, it was something we had planned at the age of 19. I still remember sitting in the car with someone close to her telling me "Gautam, go on for some more time. Just see if you guys want to spend the rest of your lives with each other". Gosh! That day I never knew that we wouldn't be together so soon after that.

Anyway it was all for the good they say. Is it? You gotta tell me.

Its again raining here. Aaah..the cool air...The cold wind..it seeps within...to my heart!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

G... The dream will come back again from time to time... but will fade in its frequency.... till one day it wont hurt so much....

As time goes by, you will find someone who makes you smile to smile with, talk with and dream with... but you will always remember.. people are there for a reason, a season or a lifetime and when they serve their purpose in your life they move on....

stick it out... as time goes by it wont be so bad...

- M

Gautam said...

Whoever you are M, Thanks!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Heyyy.....read this blog again...
Sunday, December 13, 2009

Musings of a Troubled Mind said...

Yeah Anonymous. What about that? I didnt quite catch you

habeeb said...

Machan, does your ex's name starts with "M" just curious after reading the first comment! :-)